A Decent Fate

 

A Decent Fate

I was lonely with regard to feelings, but she came to appear and change my mind. A girl whom I could relate her name to a fate; decent or might be not. This fate intruded by being so calm and enjoying reading my best novels everyday along with drinking my coffee, I wish would keep being addicted to my coffee than to her. I should confess that as I got to know her, vibes of positive sort embellished my thoughts and ineffable happiness enshrouded inner emotions of mine. It is a story of passion that someone is not allowed to let go or at least for me.

As I refreshed my self after the losses I went through, I started to read and write to augment my blog and get my ideas spread. My attributes wittnessed a change to a better position, and I began to recap and learn from what I couldn't achieve then. I promised myself to hiden my attentions being grabbed and set them in a nook till a bliss could happen, I was less attentive to what is to happen next. My plans were full of activities to bring a change to the club, novels to read, and articles to write. I used to have plans.

Life taught me then to be reckless for whatever can be of feelings. Months ago I gave all what I had to make my dream of bring a WikiStage event to my hometown, yet my less experience hindered me to make a progress on all the aspects of a good leader. I couldn't attain my plan well. I cried so much for the loss and rested for days regretting the budget, the time, and the will I wholly devoted to that. Later, I stood again to learn again and attain again. All of my attention was given to myself having something to achieve. That is how I was and wanted till I got a new target.

Too pernicious was it that I got my mind busy with , yet she could find a place for herself which will never to be forgotten. She used to be calm, witty, and studious. I believed since staring at her that she might be of a good effect upon me. Her existence shines and her face can show confidence and perserverance to achieving. I approached to her on Facebook in the last days of a year, it was lovely to start a new year getting her as a relation I could add to my life. She was warmly welcoming in those cold days of a winter. She used to help me, share with me, and support me wholeheartedly. I shared everything with her; my family, my dreams, and the things I learn every here and there.

Having both of us looking for better versions of ourselves made us talk less and improve more. I never regret the time devoted to good people like her but it is decent that we should not be one, we should be two.  

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  1. yes, talk less and improve more for the sake of her green or brown eyes ....

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  2. I can't thank you enough for such candid disclosure; and you being open about how perilous and pernicious phases in life could actually be.... It really does take valor of being able to elicit such qualities of talk M'man. And who the hell is this SHE you speak of? hahahahaha

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